Tea-sty Secrets and Sunny Smiles!
- MS
- Jan 10
- 11 min read

The late afternoon sun bathed the garden in a warm, golden glow, illuminating every petal and leaf as if they were part of a masterfully painted canvas.
A gentle breeze whispered through the air, carrying the invigorating fragrance of freshly mown grass mingled with the sweet, exhilarating scent of blooming jasmine, which wrapped around the air like a soft embrace. Beneath the sprawling branches of an ancient oak, an inviting little table was set for a festive gathering, elegantly adorned with a crisp tablecloth that fluttered slightly in the breeze.
Jesus sat there, an easy, serene smile on His face, patiently waiting.
In front of Him, a steaming pot of aromatic tea released wisps of fragrant vapor, complemented by golden, flaky croissants resting on the table. Their buttery scent mingled with the tea's warmth.
Mismatched mugs, each with a unique design, and bright napkins, like splashes of joy, snuggled playfully under them, adding a unique charm to the setting.
As the sunlight dappled through the leaves above, it created a play of light and shadow on the table, enhancing the idyllic atmosphere.
Jesus leaned back in His chair, the peaceful sounds of nature wrapping around Him. He eagerly awaited the company of a dear friend who would soon join this delightful afternoon rendezvous.
"Good afternoon, beloved," He greeted me warmly. His movements were unhurried, and His eyes glimmering with peace.
Just as I was about to say something lighthearted and engage in the serene atmosphere, a shadow abruptly crossed my path. I turned to see who it was; my old companion, Shame, was standing there, disrupting the moment's tranquility.
Her presence was too familiar, like an old, unwelcome friend who didn't realize her company was no longer wanted. She was tiny but persistent, her frame almost fragile; her hair was pulled into a tight bun, not a single strand daring to escape. Everything about her was muted: her colors, posture, and energy. Yet, her voice? Her voice was a whisper, yet sharp, familiar, persistent, and painfully clear.
Shame, with her muted colors and restrained posture, was a constant presence, always making herself known despite her attempts to remain unnoticeable.
"What's on your mind today, beloved ?" Jesus asked, leaning back in His chair, His eyes sparkling with curiosity.
I hesitated, swirling the tea in my cup, unsure where to begin.
"Go ahead," He encouraged. "Nothing you say will surprise Me."
Before I could speak, a voice cut in from behind me.
"Of course, you're nervous. What if He doesn't understand?" Let's not get too comfortable, hmm? Don't forget who you are. What a cozy little setup you've got here," she said, dragging the chair beside me. "But don't you think this is a bit much? Sitting here, pretending you deserve this kind of attention, love, and peace?"
She did not sit. Instead, she hovered behind me, one hand resting on my chair like a weight I couldn't shake.
"What do you mean?" I asked though I knew exactly what she meant.
She smiled thinly as if pitying me. "Oh, you know. That thing you said last week, hmm? The one that echoed in the silence of your own regret? The plan you so boldly abandoned, as if it was just a fleeting thought washed away by the tides of your insecurities?" I swallow hard, gripping my mug tighter. Her tone was not loud, not angry. It was soft, coaxing, and strangely intimate as if she was convinced she was protecting me by keeping these memories alive.
"That time you hurt someone you loved? You can still feel it, can't you?" Remember that time you spoke when you thought nobody was watching? That vulnerability you thought was shielded? I was watching, and I've etched every moment into the very fabric of your mind. Shall I go on?" Her lips curled into a half-smile.
Her eyes widened, and she continued, "Because there's a treasure bounty of your fears and failures waiting to be unearthed, just beneath the surface, all begging for your attention."
Her habits were relentless. She never knocked; she just barged in, uninvited, always carrying her favorite weapon: a mental highlight reel of my mistakes. She played it on repeat, narrating every failure with the precision of a sports commentator.
"You don't belong here," she said, her voice lowering to a conspiratorial whisper.
"Don't forget, I know you? Still pretending everything's fine? You're lucky I'm here to keep you grounded." Shame scoffed, crossing her legs tightly.
"Do you mind?" I asked her, my voice sharper than I intended.
She shrugged. "You thought you could brush it off, didn't you? But here I am, echoing in your mind, replaying the moments in vivid details. I follow you like a shadow, a constant reminder that you weren't enough, that you let everyone down. I ensure you second-guess every decision, every smile, and every new opportunity. After all, isn't it safer to hide under my cover than to risk the spotlight again? You wouldn't want to forget, would you?" Her voice dripped with false concern as if she was doing me a favor.
"No worries, I'm here to ensure you never forget what it felt like to stumble. It is a wild ride, sweet friend, and I'm your partner through it all. So tell me, how does it feel to share with Him these burdens? I'd love to watch you squirm a little longer."
I glanced at Jesus, who had been silent, sipping His tea with unshakable calm. He watched her with a steady gaze and did not interrupt, though His silence felt intentional as if He was waiting for me to respond.
"Do You hear her?" I asked, my frustration bubbling to the surface.
"I do," He said, setting down His mug. "But the real question is, why are you still listening?"
I blinked at Him, caught off guard. "What do You mean?"
"She's here because you've let her stay," He said gently. She has no right to remain unless you give it to her."
Shame's eyes bounced between us, her expression twisting into indignation and fear. "Oh, please," she mocked. "I'm doing her a favor. If I wasn't here, she'd get too full of herself. Someone has to keep her in check."
Jesus leaned forward, His gaze fixed on her: "True Humility is like a cozy sweater that fits just right, woven from the threads of knowing her true value rather than feeling Shame. And her Worth is a treasure chest filled with golden gems, defined and shaped by Someone greater than herself."
I turned to Shame, and for the first time, I saw her for what she was: a shadow clinging to my insecurities, feeding off my fear.
I turned to Jesus and sighed, "Why does she always return?"
He smiled gently. "Because she's afraid you'll forget her. Shame thinks she's a part of you. But she isn't. You've just spent so much time together that she feels like family. You let her think she belongs; she's like an old friend you've outgrown but haven't told her," He explained. "She lingers because you keep giving her space."
Shame's smirk faltered, but she quickly recovered. "I'm helping!" she protested. "If I weren't here, you'd make more mistakes. I keep you humble, grounded, and aware of your flaws."
Her words stung, not because they were valid, but because they were convincing.
"Is that what you think?" Jesus asked her gently.
She nodded fervently. "Of course! Without me, she'd forget who she really is."
Jesus tilted His head, studying her. "But hold on a second! You've got it backward. Your job isn't to parade around, waving flags of her past missteps and reminding her of her failures; your job is to step aside so she can rediscover the sparkle of her Worth. You need to give her the space to find her own treasures hidden in a chest of memories, which will remind her that she is a gem, not a ghost of what she once felt."
I groaned and looked at Jesus. "She… she's always been here. I thought I needed her to stay humble, to keep me from getting hurt again." My frustration bubbled.
He tilted His head, a small smile playing on His lips. "But you see, true humility doesn't start from the shadows of Shame; rather, it's a gentle blossoming that comes from understanding, trust, and acceptance. And as for safety, it's not built on the shaky foundation of fear; it's a sturdy fortress built upon trust and courage, inviting you to explore the world with an open heart and a curious mind."
I glanced at Shame, whose frown had deepened. "Don't listen to Him," she snapped. "He doesn't know you like I do."
Jesus raised an eyebrow. "I don't?" He gestured to the tea in His hands. "Who do you think made this table, this tea, this heart of hers filled with such vibrant emotions and charm? Who could possibly have dreamed that up?"
Shame faltered, her voice losing its edge.
Jesus turned to me. "You've mistaken her presence for necessity. But she's not protecting you; she's imprisoning you. It's time to let her go."
I hesitated, glancing at Shame. She looked smaller now, less imposing. "What if she's right? What if I mess up again?"
Jesus leaned forward, His gaze steady and unwavering. "You will. And I'll be right here when you do. But you don't need her to remind you of your mistakes. That's not her job or yours."
"What do I do?" I asked Jesus.
Jesus leaned forward, placing His hand over mine. "You don't fight her. Fighting keeps her close. Instead, you thank her for what she's tried to do. Then, you release her. She doesn't belong to you anymore."
For the first time, Shame looked uncertain, like a child caught in the wrong place. "But…but who will keep you from failing?"
"I will," Jesus said softly, His voice like a balm.
I took a deep breath. "Shame you've been with me for a long time," I begin. "You've made yourself quite at home, haven't you? But let's be honest; I've been way too generous with your stay, all out of fear. You might think you bring a certain charm, but I don't need you anymore. I'm letting you go."
Her eyes widened. "You're… you're serious?"
I nodded. "You've stayed long enough. I appreciate what you thought you were doing, but I don't need you anymore. I'm moving on."
She lingered, looking almost confused. She looked lost, like a balloon drifting too far from its string. I waved goodbye, dreaming of the bright possibilities on the other side. Then, as I turned my focus back to Jesus, she slowly faded into the trees, her whispers dissipating like mist.
The garden felt different now, lighter, as though the very air had been cleansed. Jesus poured more tea into my mug, His expression full of warmth.
"Someone's been waiting to meet you," Jesus smiled, his expression full of tenderness. "A new friend, and now you are ready," He said, gesturing toward the garden path.
A figure approached, her movements fluid and purposeful. She was dressed in a flowing dress of deep sapphire blue, her hair loose and cascading over her shoulders. Her posture was upright but not stiff, and she took confident steps yet was unhurried.
"Hello," she said, her voice rich and steady, with an undertone of joy that felt like sunlight on my skin.
"Who are you?" I asked, curiosity bubbling, though her presence already felt familiar.
With a playful smile, she settled into the chair Shame had left behind.
"I'm Dignity," she replied; a twinkle in her eye hinted at a mischief just waiting to be unleashed.
Dignity spoke with clarity that made Shame's whispers feel static.
"You are worthy," she said, her voice steady. "Not because of what you've done, but because of who you are. You were created in love, and that love is unshakable."
Her words were life-giving. She reminded me to stand tall, even when I was uncertain. She taught me to see mistakes as lessons, not as chains. She encouraged me to celebrate my victories, no matter how small, and to walk forward with grace, not fear.
"I'll always be here," she said, her hand resting lightly on mine. "Not to keep you in line but to remind you of your worth."
I glanced at Jesus, Who was watching with a knowing smile. "Will she stay?" I asked Him.
"She'll stay as long as you let her," He replied with a playful glint in His eye. She doesn't push herself to enter; she embraces patience, knowing she will be welcomed when the time is right.."
I turned back to Dignity, who met my gaze with a steady confidence that felt contagious.
"You are not defined by your past," she said, her eyes meeting mine with unwavering certainty. "You are worthy of love, joy, and purpose, not because of what you've done, but because of who you are."
She encouraged celebration instead of self-criticism.
When I stumble, she doesn't point fingers; she extends a hand, reminding me that every failure is an opportunity to grow.
Her presence is like a mirror, reflecting back not my flaws but the beauty of who I'm becoming.
"Shall we walk?" she asked, rising and extending her hand.
As I took it, I felt a new strength rising in me, a strength I didn't know I had. As I stepped into this new chapter of my life, I felt like I had just stumbled upon a hidden treasure.
Dignity was like a vibrant new color added to my palette, brightening everything around me. She carried herself with a grace that was both contagious and inspiring. Her presence reminded me that true strength lies not just in achievements but in the way I carry myself and treat those around me.
Her presence was like a gentle breeze rustling my thoughts, playfully nudging me toward the whimsical side of life.
As we talked, Dignity smiled widely as she gestured for us to gather around. "I want to introduce you to my sister, Worth! She's the spark that ignites the room!"
As Worth stepped forward, her presence was magnetic. She tossed her curly hair over her shoulder with a lively twirl, and a playful wink made us smile.
"Prepare yourselves for a whirlwind of fun!" she chimed in, her voice sweet like cotton candy at a summer fair.
Dignity continued, "Wherever Worth goes, adventure follows. She has this extraordinary ability to turn even the most mundane day into an unforgettable escapade. If you ever need a partner for spontaneous dance-offs or spontaneous road trips, she's your girl!"
Worth threw her arms wide as if to embrace the world.
"I believe life is one big canvas, and I'm here to paint it with you with laughter and joy!" Her enthusiasm was palpable and infectious.
With her whimsical style, bright, mismatched patterns, and colorful accessories, she looked like a walking celebration.
In Worth's company, laughter swirled through the air like confetti, and the burdens of yesterday felt a little lighter.
Worth insisted on transforming the gathering into a celebration of possibilities. "Let's do something bold today," she said, her eyes gleaming. "How about a toast? To celebrate all you are, your courage, your journey, your endless potential!"
The moment felt electric as Jesus joined in and cleared His throat softly, drawing my attention, "Indeed, let's honor the vibrant tapestry of your experiences. Every thread matters."
As the sunlight embraced us, warming the garden around us, their exuberance reminded me that I hold the power to shift my narrative, to embrace my Worth regardless of what Shame tried to whisper.
And in that quaint little gathering, surrounded by the inviting scent of tea and croissants, I felt a spark ignite within a reminder that I was deserving of this moment, of love, and of peace.
We left the table behind together, stepping into the sunlight with nothing but freedom ahead. I felt my spirit soar with every adventure, whether it was a spontaneous walk under a sun-streaked sky or a cozy sit-down over cups of steaming tea.
My two new friends, Dignity and Worth, encouraged me to embrace my quirks and imperfections and celebrate the little victories that often went unnoticed. They reminded me that being myself, laughing loudly, being silly, and sharing those moments of pure joy was perfectly okay.
Embracing Dignity and Worth transformed my perspective and the world I touch, inspiring me to rise above challenges and elevate those I encounter.
As our friendship blossomed, Dignity and Worth illuminated my world. They invited a sense of confidence I had never experienced before. It was a delightful dance of companionship, where every step was taken with respect, and every turn celebrated with enthusiasm.
“I look to Him and I am radiant; my face shall never blush for shame or be confused.”
Psalm 34:5 AMPC
“I gaze upon Him, I join my life with His, and joy comes.
My face glistens with glory.
I never wear that shame-face again.”
Psalms 34:5 TPT
